Numb...

I can remember the very first time I cried.
Hid away like the monster that was under my bed as a child.
I stare at the walls, but they are blank.
I still can curl up under my bed, but the monster is inside me this time.
I might have cried a hundred times or two.
But always all alone, you knew I was always smart like that.
The tears were lost inside, far away and quiet.
Always so quiet.
I won’t remember how you’ve made me so numb.
I can't feel it anymore...